
Poem-A-Week
México, A Mystery
by Laurie Gómez Martínez
México, mi tierra, a land unknown to me
A land rich with culture and heritage
Left behind by my ancestors
My native tongue buried with their memories
Our history, like old photographs fade away with each passing year
They came to this country, America, to build a better life
For a brighter future for their children
One where opportunity and prosperity would be theirs
What they found in the land of dreams
Was more like a nightmare
Racism abounded
“Do not speak Spanish,” they were told
Ridicule and punishment came with speaking Spanish publicly
Their hopes dashed; their new life was to build wealth for the gringos
White men gave them hard work for little pay
Treated like criminals and less than human was the norm
“Teach English to your children, forget your beloved native tongue
Teach them to speak, act, dress and think like white people
Raise them in the ways of the white man to succeed in a white world
Forget your homeland and all the beautiful traditions you were raised with
You are in a new land now; you will work for the white man”
He took their ideas and grew his business
He said, “you will never be anything more than a migrant worker, a maid, a janitor, a cook”
They picked his green beans, strawberries, cotton and beets
They used the back doors of businesses and sat in the balcony at movie theaters
They drank out of the colored water fountains
They were uneducated and poor
All this they endured, and more, for the hope of a brighter future
Through the dark night of challenges and adversity, they grew their families
They prayed daily and thanked God for His blessings
They sang songs about their homeland and played their instruments
Their homes were filled with treasures money cannot buy
Mamá made delicious, fresh tortillas on the comal
Aromas of arroz y frijoles danced through la cocina y la casita
Sounds of laughter and the pitter patter of little feet chasing their hermanos y
hermanas
Photos of ancestors graced the ofrenda where stories were sometimes shared
The time came when they stood up for themselves and demanded fair wages
The time came when they rebelled against the racism and inequality
Farmers, Zoot Suiters, Dancers, Singers, Women and Students alike stood for their
convictions
They said, “We will be more than migrant workers, maids, janitors and cooks” Segregation ended
They walked in the front doors of businesses and sat where they wanted at the
theater
The next generation did go to college, even the women
The next generation became an educated people and held positions in business and government that their parents could only dream of
Their hopes realized; the next generation became el dueños and built their own
wealth
Opportunity and prosperity belonged to their descendants
America was, indeed, the land where their dreams came true
However, a high price was paid for this “progress”
We are the next generation
Deprived of the beauty of our native tongue
A great majority of Mexican Americans have had to learn Spanish at school or
college
We grew up speaking, acting, thinking and dressing like white people
We have succeeded in the white world, or have we?
We know little of our homeland or the meaningful traditions of our fathers
To our own people we are “pochos or oreos,” brown on the outside, white on the
inside
To white people, we are just another Mexican
We are not brown enough for our gente; we are not white enough for the gringos
Even though we don’t fit in
In us, there is an inherent culture that has survived and is thriving
Gathering, Celebrating, Eating, Dancing and Singing come naturally to us
Fiestas, Cascarones, Día De Los Muertos and Posadas scratch the surface of
who we are
Our history is buried with our elders
The answers to who we are from whence we came
Not important enough to be taught in schools
We were there and we are still here
Our stories are part of history that need to be told
We are a people that need to know, that want to know
Who we are and from whence we came
My homeland, so rich in culture and heritage, a mystery
México, mi tierra, a land unknown to me

Laurie Gómez Martínez is a third-generation Mexican American woman who loves God and loves people. Wife ~ Mom ~ MiMi Dreaming of being a published writer inspired her return to college. During a Mexican American Fine Arts Appreciation course, she discovered the heritage, culture, and traditions of her ancestors. Laurie is pursuing Mexican American Studies as she aspires to teach the next generations who we are and from whence we came.